Yesterday was a horrible day. My menstrual came and at first it was fine but then the cramps started in the afternoon. About 2, while I was curled up like a ball on my chair, I felt myself falling. And for that few seconds, my body refused to react. I lost control and fell to the ground and then I passed out. For about 20 minutes, I was sleeping on the floor. Then I got up, took painkillers and crawled to bed.
I was also emotionally down. It really isn't easy trying to deal with stress and a breakup at one go. Especially away from home and the weather being so cold. It just isn't. So yesterday was the breaking point. I was so tired, in pain and so emotionally unstable, I cried for almost an hour. Just letting everything out. Then I washed up, and went to the kitchen to cook curry.
My initial plan was to prepare for the EU seminar but I was so tired I went to bed early. Then I planned to wake up early this morning to prepare for the seminar but I had something else I had to settle for myself first which I was proud of.
In the end I didn't prepare for my seminar, so I went to seminar anyway and had fun, that was good. Then I had lunch with Rachelle and that was good too. Now I'm back in my warm comfy room which is obviously good since the weather is so bloody cold.
In general, today IS a better day :)
- yannie -
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